Fear of Growing Up

Today is my last day of being 15 years young. Yea. I actually don't know if that is a good thing or... not. A part of me holds back for the past, digging for the memorable things I have done. For the past couple of weeks, I fear growing up.Thinking about it: Growing up means, more responsibility. This also leads to the question: "What to study or what to do with my life?" I cannot picture myself working -The worst part of all.

But nevertheless, all the memories will be with me. Forever. Love life.

What do I have on my Bedside 'Table' ?

I have decided to show you guys what I have next to my bed. Mostly, this is where I place my most valuable/memorable items.

How do like it?

This is it! My bed is located just next to it, on the left hand side. As you can see, its not a small 'bedside table' at all. I'm not sure how you call this. The most visible thing that is on the table are leaf-less branches decoration in a toned grey vase. 

That book is a book that I never finish reading...

I have my metal initial 'm' that I bought in 'Micheals Art and Crafts store' at a a reasonable price( less than $5). One of my favourite decorations in my room is a candle holder, that my best friend, Britney, got me for my 14th Birthday, from Namibia. I have turned the candle holder into a place where I put all my hair clips. 

I have a jewellery holder- the shape of a fish; I put my jewellery around the fish, and the waves above and below it. I also have a Christmas ornaments that I bought from a Slovakian booth in a Bazaar. I have decided to put that on one of the branches.

Hope you like reading that. I apologize about the quality of the photos. I couldn't set the best lighting in my room. x

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Hello fellow readers!

This would be interesting. So, i shall introduce myself now. My name is Fadiah. Indeed it is not a normal name.A February 23rd. 'Totally' normal teenage girl.

I love taking photos,  fashion, as well as makeup, but on the other hand i like to just have fun. My favorite tv series includes the Gossip Girl, TVD, Pretty Little Liars, The Lying Game, and many others. 

I have 2 sisters and a brother. We do fight, but we get along really well. 

I like to travel to many places, and i do travel quite a lot, since i follow my dad who is curently working as a diplomat.

I though wish i have a twin. - just had to mention that (idk why)

Well, lets hope that i will develop this blog; so that no one gets bored.

Thank you for stopping by! -F